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2010-02-19T01:05:00.000+08:00

Well said Art Love. It snapped me. Girls who just complains, discriminate and stereotype the other gender just wants to be love and eventually be passer-bys of many souls. Yet, those who are quiet, down to earth and positive are equally heartbroken too, but they are the one who seek true LOVE, not just wanting to be love.

2010-02-14T14:53:00.002+08:00

Wow time move very fast liao nowadays hor. Enjoy life, music, sex, no drugs. No more blogspot babeh, let's move on.

2010-02-12T23:13:00.001+08:00

Ya tuhan, when should I start drawing and sketching and shading and etc? 19th February liao. Ya tuhan bantu aku, ku tkde duit nk beli pencil.

2010-02-10T23:35:00.001+08:00

Let's be gay, happy.

2010-02-10T00:37:00.002+08:00

Hard Rock Cafe, Kumar, and Enigma is the shit! Wonderful night, Happy 18th Birthday.

2010-02-07T23:16:00.000+08:00

Cool, chill, jgn marah-marah, arab and nigga ada bagus.

2010-02-07T21:30:00.003+08:00

I don't like Sunday because I don't like staying at home but I don't want to go out because its lazy boring Sunday so I don't like Sunday, and I don't like to bathe.

2010-02-07T00:54:00.002+08:00

I want to burn all the bridges around me,
that are pulling down my noxious soul.
Tons and tons of obligation and misfortunes,
blowing off my dignity and self-regards.

I overwrought about myself,
every bewitching hour during the dead night.
All I have is obliteration,
which brings in people who despise me.

I'm clueless,
of you keeping all the enigma from me.
sound off all your botherations and complications to me,
yet I'm clueless and I have to know.

The day has yet to come,
where all my pith leave and everything is evanesced.
My intimates reap the benefits and celebrate,
after losing their fucking abhorrence one.

2010-02-05T10:04:00.003+08:00

I don't want to go thru all these, but I have to.

2010-02-04T23:41:00.002+08:00

I have yellow baby with me, how I wish I have the red one too. Ohh I've found another green one. Gonna be mine soon.

2010-02-04T14:17:00.003+08:00

Family problem is family problem hell no I'm gonna share with anyone. This is something personal and noone's to kpo it.

Moving to a new home in April. Again in October? For how many times...

2010-02-04T00:41:00.003+08:00

Remember me when I am away,
gone far away into the silent land.
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.

Remember me when no more day by day,
you tell me of our future that you plann'd.
Only remember me; you understand,
it will be late to counsel then or pray.

Yet if you should forget me for a while,
and afterwards remember, do not grieve.
For if the darkness and corruption leave,
a vestige of the thoughts that once I had.

Better by far you should forget and smile,
than that you should remember and be sad.
Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle.

Everything I did were stitched with its color,
cause now, faded to black.
It's just another pain in the ass,
I'm back from where I started.

2010-02-03T14:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO BELOVED BROTHER AKID. Love yoooo. Let's fucken show Maggot & The Psyphys to fucken people out there. boi_feeling_feeling

I'm outta time, pull me out alive. I wanna be gay.

2010-02-03T01:41:00.002+08:00

The past is a strange place. Albion is my vessel. Arcadia is my destination, and my starting point. When I think about you love, JF. I'm just too gay-ish to be a gay.

2010-02-03T00:10:00.003+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wzpynvxr7tA
This video almost make me cry. The lyrics, the atmosphere, the emotions, the etc etc. What if its John Frusciante?

Can I be a gay?

2010-02-01T23:24:00.003+08:00

I better get a bike asap, not gonna pay adult fares, a fucked up. A tit instead of tit-tit. Worked evening thru esp bridge by the river sunset been blocked awesome windy chill no ciggs can't to enter studio been a long time and gonna be busy with nothing.

Not gonna bother anyone at the momment.

2010-01-31T15:07:00.001+08:00

OH JAH JAH THE GREAT ABU MAK KAU!

2010-01-31T05:21:00.004+08:00

All I got was baloney and hogwash like as if I'm yardbird. Please stop all the rubbish thoughts.

Awesome NOISE POP at Home, everywhere I see is gibson. First time seeing Typewriter, see ya on Friday. Am proud of my fellow bangbros Akartid. Work work work next week. Get going on the record, time is running out. And yeah Ingrid's The Way I Am's on my mind.

Our ego is our silent partner, too often with a controlling interest.

2010-01-30T00:01:00.001+08:00

I need sometime, pleae give me sometime. Natalie Imbruglia is pretty, so as Torn. The medicine is drug, and drug is the medicine.

2010-01-28T01:09:00.004+08:00

Cry wolf, I'm stucked, but I want to escape.

Why must there be ascendancy,
why must there be orders,
why must I live under Uncle Sam,
they are just fucked up,
and feeding us with false dung and excrement and excretion,
known as propaganda.

I walked home with,
the guitar and hardcase,
I don't want to see the anything of it,
and the fact that I got no bus fare.

I AM ANTI-G!

It's Stashie's 18th birthday today,
Happy Birthday my dear,
I don't even have a dollar,
can't even afford keropok twisties,
how useless am I.

2010-01-28T00:28:00.001+08:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK PLEASE I WANT TO ESCAPE FUCK EVERYBODY FUCK THE MANAGER FUCK ALL THE PEOPLE FUCK YOU OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF DIE SOON PLEASE KILL ME!

2010-01-26T13:11:00.003+08:00

Play and make music for satisfaction, love, but not money, or fame, or etc. I'll give you guys my stuff for free when it's done. We share share. Au revoir!

2010-01-24T16:04:00.002+08:00

Lost In The Triangle is another brand new track by KMH. I'm done with IEKOFLESCO. Working on another new one, most prolly a 2-track EP. Will sound very different, psychedelic/tropical/latin/i also dunno. Before 10 March let's aim!

2010-01-24T15:37:00.004+08:00

Why the fuck my fat babi manager? You're not gonna pay me, no one's gonna attend work, that settles it. The reason I'm gonna give you for not attending work is 'no bus fare' because the company haven't pay me/us and its your freaking fault. Now I gotta survive with zero buck for 2 weeks paipusat betol, I'm fucking broke. Before I/we go to M.o.m to complain better lu diam aiseyman! Kerje dgn lu peh anjing. HIDUP MELAYU! (at the FES tully's coffee I mean).

Barang baik baru sampai, Carlos Santana The Ultimate Santana CD, org putih kate DOPE SHIT. And Just For Laugh Singapore hahahaha.

2010-01-24T14:55:00.004+08:00

The game of love,
soul sacrifies,
the old or the new,
he's always in my heart.

Used to be heroine busted,
now a sober,
he's all alone,
he's always in my heart.

Another heroine busted,
the one with most soul,
but he's gone,
he's always in my heart.

Guessing game anyone?

I want to escape, I wanna live alone, far from the 'wardens', everyone. You wont realize how much you love them until they're gone, so treasure them, don't regret. Back to the pathetic old days.

2010-01-22T01:25:00.006+08:00

I've been secretly keeping this from everyone.

I'm weary and enervated,
of the circle around me.
This disposition or so called favouritism,
exasperate me to the core.

General public miscalculate,
friends underrate me.
Maybe not now soon,
I'll substantiate you guys wrong.

Why do I have to deteriorate,
undergo all the mess and hindrance.
How long more,
I really want to escape.

I can seem to be convivial,
but actually I'm not.
You can never resemble,
this is formidable and grueling.

But the only one I stonewall and foster,
is the mother.
I want to yield and surrender,
but... no, still want to escape.

Dear god and everyone,
I'm sorry for all my wrong-doings and immorality.
Don't deplore,
I'll not be around any longer.

Rest in peace.

2010-01-20T00:04:00.000+08:00

Happy 20th my mambo jambo stumblinggg gelojo Stasho!

2010-01-19T20:33:00.001+08:00

Hello RTT, PDL! haha cepat time bergerak. Cepat duit lesap.

2010-01-19T00:32:00.004+08:00

Went bowling again. Bowling is fun. Get belanjar-ed also fun. No money liao havent pay day liao.

Gotten a job, 2nd job I mean, the pay kenyang liao. I need mooney baby. Glad, o levels done, I dont give a flying F. Enjoy life, life's too short.

Gonna be busy this few weeks. 2 portfolios, cdc, eng test, work, and work, band, friends, etc. I want a bike (plus license duh), for transportation lah not other reasons, lets aim before August.

Coming soon, hopefully. And long time never lepak ah stashie.

Running nose, cold, wearing jacket at home, hacks make me feel good ohh yeah.

2010-01-17T19:26:00.004+08:00

The 3 mighty Rejeks' first gig was a year ago. Happy 'a' year.

2010-01-16T01:22:00.003+08:00

JAE settled. Out of 12 courses, only one listed haha. Damn I don't give a f. If no school wants me then shall just volunteer for NS, I'm serious dude.

Haven't meet minimun requirement. Hell yeah rumours said they always wanted money. EP as portfolio, prep work for visual arts as backup plans. Hundreds of words essay long time never write. Kasi satu maggot brain same dia org. Gonna be busy.

Covers done. Microworks appointed. Back cover almost. Track listing not sure haha. Will settle these as soon as possible.

Where are all my friends?

2010-01-14T23:07:00.002+08:00

Change clothes, steal drinks, gula-gula mint, on my ipod, walk by the river, fullerton hotel, esplanade bridge, the water, boats, the durian, IR's roof, tall buildings, outdoor theatre, sunset, raffles the CBD, night lighs, cars, traffics, the city, the city, the city, I love, not the government... are daily after work routine.

Lasalle open house cum registration on Saturday. Finished up my recordings, settle the covers, the sleeves, cd duplication, give aways, pray hard I can go in. Lets work hard get money settle everything before school starts, SCHOOL.

Don't disturb me, leave me alone, I wanna go my way, the new way.

2010-01-14T01:03:00.000+08:00

Beach Boy aka budak_pantai

2010-01-11T23:14:00.001+08:00

LASALLE HERE I COME!!!

2010-01-10T23:49:00.000+08:00

Listen to the city calls.

2010-01-10T23:03:00.002+08:00

Fire by Jimi Hendrix is my all time favourite track! and... Maggot & The Psyphys gotta show yo the thang. Soon baby soon!

2010-01-10T22:51:00.003+08:00

I really enjoyed Esplanade's good music during the weekend. Nick Tan, Cove Red, Lion Story, Stringfellow (brilliant as hell), Jayzuan. Going out sitting by the CBD at night, walk through Fullerton, boat quay, catch the sunset, after work, chill out alone, is fun, but always end up meeting people. 23rd Jan to 30th Jan in KL I just can't wait, Disko Papan 2010, MONO from Japan live in KL, hope everythings cool, but money is always the problem. Tomorrow, a new week, collect wtv results, hope I pass english/art so I stand higher chance to be in Lasalle. Tuesday is the 1st prac. And settle the rest of the weekdays with work. Hoping for Kerusi Meja Haqim's IEKOFLEKSCO EP early release, few more songs, a tribute cover, cd sleeves, pressings, and done, selling for $4 each I guess. Yeah cheap and cheerful. Dad wants to buy me a Vespa wohoooo, GOD LET ME PASS MY CLASS 2B QUICK!

2010-01-09T16:37:00.001+08:00

I can be the youngest amongst, but doesn't mean I don't deserve 'respect'. Treat me like how you want me to treat you :)

2010-01-09T15:54:00.001+08:00

What is wrong with this world... mama

They ignore all the protest,
but can they ignore a city on fire.
It's time to do more than to talk,
when they ignore all the peaceful protest.

They ignore signs and marches,
but can they ignore bricks and rocks.
Just look at the howling hawk,
They were like eagles stand up when they fought.

2010-01-06T23:47:00.003+08:00

The special tee, nostalgic cum meaningful tee, gmbr time aku tgh merajok, the jcos, the candles, the fires, the JIMI HENDRIX cd, the red 'look stupid on me' shades, the letter, the etc etc, and the kisses, makes my day.

2010-01-05T03:16:00.001+08:00

Thanks for all the wonderful birthday wish. You guys fucking flooded my inbox. 106 mails from facebook, 1 mail from soft.com.sg hahahahaha!

2010-01-04T14:08:00.005+08:00

Not much photos like how much happening it was, understand understood my engslash. 3 days 'never bathe' chalet, JB bundle boys, countdown at gallery hotel.

2010-01-04T01:32:00.001+08:00

Now is Monday, today is 1:33am, birthday is tomorrow. Not expecting much, in fact nothing.

2010-01-03T16:26:00.005+08:00

I need a 2nd job. Sadly, I still can't afford a 200 bucks guitar. Somehow I will one day, the red baby. Bye yellow, if I got no choice.

Enrolling for a bike license is fun, but money no fun. I have to put aside upon all my 'to buy gear list' cos I really got big issues with SBS/SMRT hahaha.

Idk whether I'm going KL with Crackerjack, or Desaru with my secondary schoolmates. Awesomeness!

Do not speak of others, when you are gonna make it happen to you too, or maybe it already happened cos you dont know. Please put your ego aside, seriously. That ain't good marn.

2010-01-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

2010 is just another brand new year. And new year's eve was a blast, not, yeah sometimes. 1 night in (paris) Gallery Hotel. Thanks Papa, we love you, even though you're like an idiot to me. The sun smelt too loud this morning. Home-ed, I slept from 2pm to 9pm, and didn't bathe again.

Stashie and I.

2009-12-31T02:28:00.000+08:00

2009-12-31T02:17:00.003+08:00

Cause it's me on the cover page and its not you,
scrutinized was what you did, not a fuck or two.
I don't blow my own horn just like you guys do,
cause I get on easy street wordlessly, and make all of you look like fools.

WTF had happened to my rig. Impromptu movie nope guitar stores macdonalds student meal esplanade for some classical music out of nowhere amelia appear marina arcade racing cars hmv 'nk beli beli cpt kite da tutup' trained home. Everytime I go out I'd check if my red baby still there.

Chalet's over. Gallery Hotel tomorrow. And JB-undle. My birthday-payday, I'm not pleased.

2009-12-30T16:20:00.002+08:00

Catastrophe and... no cure? I'm not laughing.

I swear to my fucking god, 2009 sucks!

2009-12-27T03:17:00.000+08:00

Listen here. hadi, aidil, shahrul, sharmaine, syazwan, umar, khairi, shefa, siti bnyk ada, nazurah, nabilah, safirah, wahidah, kalai, faris, imran, shahirah,hidaya, tiara, afiqah, izati, farah, farhah, azhar, amin, nurain, fadlie, raja, where the fuck are you guys? any missing names?

2009-12-22T00:35:00.003+08:00

Handsome guys and pretty girls fewit!

2009-12-21T02:21:00.003+08:00

While using the comp, I listen to John Frusciante. While changing my clothes, I listen to John Frusciante. While walking, I listen to John Frusciante. While in the bus, John Frusciante. While in the train, John Frusciante. While on the way home, I listen to John Frusciante. While eating, I listen to John Frusciante. While on bed, I listen to John Frusciante. Every minute, every hour, every day, I think about John Frusciante. Do you really really really have to quit John? I love you John. I'm not gay.

2009-12-20T02:13:00.002+08:00

Happy 20th. I love you, and I love him too. Get what I mean?

2009-12-19T02:37:00.003+08:00

I love John Frusciante. I love him so much that I try to immitate him. He's special, I wish I'm him, not like him.

John wrote this on his blog...

Wednesday, December 16th, 2009

When I quit the band, over a year ago, we were on an indefinite hiatus. There was no drama or anger involved, and the other guys were very understanding. They are supportive of my doing whatever makes me happy and that goes both ways.

To put it simply, my musical interests have led me in a different direction. Upon rejoining, and throughout my time in the band, I was very excited about exploring the musical possibilities inherent in a rock band, and doing so with those people in particular. A couple of years ago, I began to feel that same excitement again, but this time it was about making a different kind of music, alone, and being my own engineer.

I really love the band and what we did. I understand and value that my work with them means a lot to many people, but I have to follow my interests. For me, art has never been something done out of a sense of duty. It is something I do because it is really fun, exciting, and interesting. Over the last 12 years, I have changed, as a person and artist, to such a degree that to do further work along the lines I did with the band would be to go against my own nature. There was no choice involved in this decision. I simply have to be what I am, and have to do what I must do.

Sending love and gratitude to you all.

:-)

2009-12-18T14:37:00.003+08:00

The Red Hot Chili Peppers are back in the studio as of October 12, 2009. Their next album should be released sometime in late 2010, according to Chad Smith. But...

On December 16, 2009, John Frusciante confirmed he has left the band and he had been out of the band for at least a year. MusicRadar has confirmed that long time Frusciante collaborator Josh Klinghoffer has been rehearsing with the band, and is rumored to replace Frusciante. Which to me they inspire each other, look-a-like, play-a-like.

Dissapointing much. Ok at least Josh Klinghoffer had been contributing through-out the Stadium Arcadium World Tour.

2009-12-18T00:58:00.002+08:00

Malaysia trip. And another Malaysia trip, and gig.

2009-12-16T12:59:00.003+08:00

So glad, 'Four Days, So Lonesome' EP version is done (here). Guiliano is brilliant, I doubt I can be like him haha twist, of fate :)

I'm proud of myself, for idk what.

2009-12-15T03:28:00.004+08:00

Disputes going on Facebook. Girls going for guys with bikes, girls going for guy's money, guys can't carry girls' handbag, guys going for guys with big muscles hahaha nice uh. Some unrealistic reasons. Mat rep, minah rep, if they know their roots, that's fine, like some.

And I really find Starbuck is over-rated, sorry bout that.

Been weeks in Tully's, and next week payday. Loads of stuffs to be done/buy/paid haha. Rock n roll in JB on xmas. CJ's going KL, good job. We hadn't done any studio recording ever since..., hopefully, another EP, but wait long long, and new tunes have yet to showcase.

Stashie, lovely lady. Oh yeah, good god, I'm turning 18 next 2 weeks, like WTF serious. And another random impromptu day-out later on. 2 days didn't shower another wtf. Tido ketat babi, I mean baby. My bapak's fav Santana on repeat, which keeps me awake and I can't sleep.

2009-12-12T14:06:00.003+08:00

Skills are just not important to me, but soul. I ain't good man, I got nothing, but soul. I've just recorded 'Arm The Homeless' and feel free to listen here.

2009-12-11T14:12:00.003+08:00

Haiyoyo tambi, bnyk panas ley badan. Sini sakit, sana sikit, bole mampui gini mcm. Ini hari kerje dtg sakit, abek liao. Jam tiga jam (hours) bnyk bgs liao. Ada stim sana. I'm sick, forever sick, now fever, haiz. And do you the story about the salesman? That's a fucked.

One love, one heart, let's get together and feel alright.

2009-12-10T16:53:00.000+08:00

Didn't know I have a clone, pfft ciao cb!

2009-12-08T01:33:00.001+08:00

Those starry nights being with you,
I could hear you breathing,
I could see through your eyes.

Those hidden smiles and laughters that you've kept,
deep beneath them, lies a reason for everything.

The light shines through,
and it comes from you.

2009-12-06T16:13:00.000+08:00

2009-12-04T00:36:00.003+08:00

Many new things this and that Tully's Coffee slackomaniacompany I'm a Moore freak now feedback feedback tiow tiowwwww fuuhh syed albab everyday late tired of standing then sit ok good never more than 10 customers a shift tsk tsk tsk wonderful Dan's NS-ing bile mau soul jam payday payday come quick I can't wait for rejeks love jets malaysia gig year 2010 and mine your birthday coming etc etc etc.

RED JAZZMASTER BY JAN 2010 AKU BERTEKAD!!

2009-11-30T01:05:00.000+08:00

Wonderful tonight! I love The Coronas. I love The Rejeks. I love my friends. I love Stashie. Thanks everyone! HAHAHA got myself a Boss TU-2, and and and jengjeng CryBaby wah!

2009-11-23T13:21:00.001+08:00

Sunday sunday sunday sunday sunday nothing liao bersantai pn canteks ah ah ah jagung memang best, cheesy fries pn best!

2009-11-23T11:53:00.002+08:00

I can't even describe how amazing it was watching The coronas live and even playing alongside at home club. Saturday's night at Timbre Mobile was a chill, no rock n roll set, somehow I love, the so called 'chill-out stage'.

Thanks to Eric, Chris, Matt, for having us, and also Graham for his strap lol. And also who came down, you guys mean a lot to us. Bring in The Chapters, can't wait mangggg! And super crazy not bus ride Fareez to pony ride himself on the thunderbird hahahahhaha funny of the day.

2009-11-20T00:36:00.004+08:00

Happy twentieth to kakak esah. I loaf yo beb. Many many I can't count. And me and you, we're heading to Desaru tomorrow wohooooo! CIAO!

2009-11-15T11:21:00.003+08:00

Haizzzzzz always wanted to jog jog jog, in the morning, dawn. We overslept, and for just now, felt like not waking up, fantasy-sic dream, somehow funny. This period of time, fuckin free, and session was good, pretty good, changes. Sunny day tomorrow, hopefully.

2009-11-15T01:54:00.001+08:00

Going for $5-$10 each. Buy 2 get 1 free. Contact me via sms.

2009-11-14T13:50:00.003+08:00

Last night, was the interview, hilarious. "I'm I'm Aaahh hehehe I'm Amalu, I'M play the drums" god damn sotong hahahaha. We really really really really can't do live interview. KIMEK HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH corrupt!!!

Alright see us in December's issue of Soundsgood SG magazine, cheers!

2009-11-13T15:52:00.005+08:00

Yeah new skin you see ;-)

Oh dang, I'm hooked to The Cavalcade - Meet You In The Rain. Hitting 100 plays on my iTunes hahaha, just for today tsk tsk tsk. I've never seen them before, even photos, but they do sound like The Cure.

I'm heading to OC later, got something on, but it's raining (nice but...0), but, but I have to, but. And Ida, tell me tomorrow is what day???

2009-11-12T18:21:00.002+08:00

OK I know what you guys are thinking. This place is so over-rated yeah yeah yeah. Were bored at home. It's just another impromptu day out.

And yeap short films coming your way.

We'll be opening for The Coronas again, at The Arena somewhere around end of November after their Asia tour. Cheers!

And why 2010 is the year of big big artists/bands meh lai lai cin sha por. I'll be broke after BIG DAY OUT 2010! This few weeks loads of plans, but macam no action ajee.

Good evening vavyverl, loud!

2009-11-12T01:13:00.004+08:00

HP after HP jahanam, good job Haqim, another new HP haish. Bonn the asshole introduced me to MasterSardu's, but I'm stucked, tadaaaaa acid jazz, but to me its trip-hop.

I've applied a couple of 'we'll get back to you soon' retail companies. Blah blah blah masai hair, unemployed. Fat Homer bosini a K a month fuck him hahaha. Then jumpe 'chicks' kenet-kenet, main game ape sia.

And yo somehow I still miss playing gigs. Shall wait for 28th, and christmas balek Malaysia again hur hur hur together same Love Jets. OH YES I'm going jogging later yes yes FOR REAL!

Goodnight Stashie, ai lai lui ve li mash.

2009-11-10T13:36:00.002+08:00

An impromptu day-out to Malaysia. Cloudy. Cloud nine.

Oh yess hahaha mat rep ang kong siow please learn how to... and then go for English lessons, or I can guide you through. Still can't stop smiling, upon your stupid guilty faces heh heh heh jello!! The gf hp lost, the culprit mat rep, the hilarious part was their expressions, trying to lie krik krik krik. What a day.

Uhhuh I need a job, a lepak job. And Shine On You Crazy Diamond on repeat.

2009-11-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

Photoblog click here!

2009-11-08T00:37:00.005+08:00

Why do Singaporeans don't support local bands, but can pay hundreds and hundreds of bucks for a shitty band from Europe? How do I answer this. Let me think.

THE CORONAS THE FUTUREHEADS crazy night maggot brain I also like sia haha 121234 firethunder brother lame impromptu ending jam Bala and members lol The coronas's TU2 Ohhh yea yea I know hahahahaha bahan retarded bug fat white trash abang angkat saved my life The San Diego Song superb ginetto chitticko and futureheads remix remix remix oh shit little MJ amalu mabok lupe dunia bonn funkadelic tone deaf etc etc etc 8am home sapppp 5pm awake mlm FP good job.

Nevermind the bullocks, and kog bulan nya pelik deh hari ni, goodnight Stashie.

2009-11-06T01:06:00.003+08:00

Happy me. Shingz you off.

Os are fucking over now, glad. And I need a job. And I got lots and lots and tons and tons of plans. And I love monsoon season. And I love playing music. And I just produced a new track 'Scandalous Vicky' from KMH. And I can't wait for upcoming gigs (which is later evening hehe). And I'm using burung api. And I'm Jimi Saykoji hahahahahahaha. And I love Stashie.

Today, I mean yesterday, thursday, perfect weather. New tunes, funny. Ida, Iffah, Stashie, and monyet to BT Island Creamery I guess. Session, chill till late. New HP hahahahaha. No keys. Can't waittttttttttttttt siolxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

Goodnight everyone, you.

2009-11-04T13:09:00.002+08:00

FINALLY FREE FROM HELL!!!

and stay tune for...

2009-10-24T20:46:00.003+08:00

Can't wait to rock, I mean disco.

Alright no problemos O Levels, time is moving slow and steady. And opening for The Futureheads could be a nicest thing to do, thanks Luke.

Nights of cydonia pfftt bye.

2009-10-20T19:22:00.005+08:00

I'm gonna miss them for weeks.

I got O levels to focus on like seriously. I got tons of art which I really enjoy doing ah. I don't wanna shame my parents. At least a 25 for L1R4 will do HAHAHA. I need mathematics badly!

Study (last minute) mode on green ok go. Heard that motherfucker.

And I wanna quit smoking.

2009-10-19T22:50:00.000+08:00

Cheers Stashie Happy 20th,

the beloved, highly regared, highly valued, cared for, cherished, admired, dear, doted on, endeared, near to one's heart haha, esteemed, loved, pleasing, prized, respected, darling, revered, dearest, sweet, venerated, well-liked, worshiped precious girlfriend I will treasure.

Since day one, you're an ass, I'm a jerk hahaha.
Goodnight Aishah, the autumn, fuck summer.

2009-10-18T19:03:00.006+08:00

One week one week one week it's thursday actually first paper, science practical and no one gives a damn about science. I need tons and tons of sketches.

And I'm too tired to write, just photos will do. And the father is listening to jazz, while the mother SCTV, the sister watching korean dramas, a company of kids at the playground. What a headache.

Mamo-stumblin-mumblin-motherfucking cheek shot MY ASS. I'm stressed.

2009-10-16T01:17:00.001+08:00

After I woke up from my four hours nap, all of a sudden I think about my Os. I left with a couple of weeks and, dye my hair blonde/gold HAHAHA. Okay the mother said lasalle suah, since I got no interest in studies.

Goodnight Aishah.

2009-10-12T16:42:00.007+08:00

Had a great weekend, yet tiring. Random photos, random edits, random me. Books for sale, contact me. Pea slash ass school is tiring, intense study sigh. I'm getting myself a new lovely trusty analog delay pedal this week.

2009-10-11T23:21:00.001+08:00

You can never know about the good things of being around with the people who treasure you. Sometimes or shall I say most of the times, they'll change your life 360 degrees to be better. Now this is what I called them, my wonderful human beings in my life.

I'll print a picture similar to yours and I shall hang it up in my room with a frame along. Now you're the reason why I'm smiling.

;-) heh heh heh goodnight Aishah.

2009-10-10T22:32:00.005+08:00

I got stung by a bee while chatting on msn at the masjid last friday boooo damn it's painful and I was panic hehe. That's the reason why, that repulsive expression of the first photo.

Friday night Naif from Indonesia live in Singapore. I enjoyed MOODS the most and I don't know why I find Naif kinda bored sorry people idk, I mean I did enjoy, a little. And haha the bad-dest english. Somehow I'm stucked to moods music. And horrr I discovered new wonderful band from aus Dirty Three prettyyyy.

5 am wake up call ready go Canon Photomarathon 2009 bahaha t shirt size XS macdonalds breakfast SCAMMED 9 am first stimuli togetherness and suck it rained walked around Chinatown 2nd was motion no idea fort caning yp last energy and its the easiest but redundant lets go ciao haha qiji nasi lemak and around singapore.

It's time to give full I mean FULL commitment into into what you know I know. I'm fucking shagged now. And EH KAU seduuuuuuut aku peh mini meee!

Goodnight Aishah.

2009-10-06T21:56:00.002+08:00

My doctor said I'm suffering from demam kura-kura which means turtle fever. I know you guys got no idea what is it neither do I. He said this sickness only one in a trillion can be affected. But why me?

Sick, fever, runing nose, sore throat still attend school (schoolss a quiet and peaceful place, thanks to bastards away for N level exams), orang kate nama nye berdisiplin, but nvr jaga my meal, rather than missing a lot, 20 days left. Anxious, but I can't wait, huh? haha I wanna finish 'em quick! I got thousands and thousands of plans. I want to find a job, a good job.

And I got two new albums and I love them so much. One is CASPIAN's Tertia, and IREPRESS's Sol Eye Sea I. Sorry, instrumental shits.

Goodnight Aishah.

2009-10-05T22:49:00.002+08:00

We have to like it in order to do it well. But the thing is I love to study, but I hate school. How?

2009-10-04T12:19:00.003+08:00

Once upon a time, haha 'script-ing' is so funny. Aishah got punk'd damn it kekek gila babi serious maksima. Bahan bahan bahan, she wants to kick my ass. Lai lo!! Eh spongbob? hahaha

Last night, closest aunties and uncles, cousins, neneks porks, came over, open house in heeeere. Mak gua's nasi lemak the best. Packed like sardines, sound so fake. I left.

7.45pm budak tu in 67?.. airport viewing mall's powerpoint been locked fuck them haha macdonalds none boooo sedeh bom 2 hours ?? minutes and east coast? why so random no no no reservoir yes ton the only moment we were alone no stars moon cloudy sky dark cool breeze shiver 4am I slept.

Sunday sunday sunday I gotta study maths.

2009-10-03T00:55:00.003+08:00

Friends hari raya-ed out. I'm super shagged, my eyes are heavy, I need to sleep, tomorrow class at 9am pfftt, and then open house I guess so.

Ok Aishah's camera is fine now, thank god. Btw I've signed up for Canon photomarathon next week, for fun hahaha but will be using nikon. First prize 500d ahjeyliao.

Again and again I'm gonna repeat this. A month left and ciao I go. I'm gotta do my very best, but the momentum's not there, I'm gonna struggle.

Hate it when guys mistreat girls, cmon.

2009-09-29T21:33:00.004+08:00

Again and again and again, boring lazy afternoon/evening, sleep lah apai lagi heheheh. I'd have used this time, spend time with some other formula book, or school stuff. Jello I'm still not movin. I got bad results. Happy-go-lucky, such an ass.

Am still tolerating annoying, pathetic, horrible, disgusting, and uneducated bunch of mafakas in msn hahahah.

Whats more? AH!

Everyone said I look neater, and smarter, with the new haircut by Doctor Som. You guys got no idea who the fuck is Som. Som is a retired teacher in bnss. He give free haircuts in school, and I'm one of his regular customer. And he always advice me, 'Mashallah Qim, bile mau pandai Qim, ya allah'. Yeah that's him. He's reaching the age, 60. But he still rides the transformer bike to school.

Aishah's out to raya idk where, idk with who, hahaha sigh.

'They say that time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself.' hahaha Mr Scott you're a good guy.

2009-09-28T21:37:00.005+08:00

Annoying noises still coming from playground underneath. After a 'long' school day, deprived from sleep, at last I'm home, had a 4 hours of sleep phewww haha haqimisapig.

No Doubt at f1 rocks rocks, get it? Never get to catch Travis sigh sigh sigh. BEP hands down! Ok can I like stop exagerating about f1, its fucking over huhu.

More and more and more events coming, where actually I should be preparing for O levels another sigh sigh sigh. 1 more month left, just one, super hard work hard work little work or no work? And you guys wanna something, my L1R4 L1R5s are 31 and 44 repectively. Another sigh sigh sigh fucking sigh.

'I got this feeling, that tonight gotta be the first night, gonna watch the tv for the first time.'

Goodnight Aishiok, love yo.

2009-09-27T01:17:00.008+08:00

'I got a feeling, that tonight gonna be a goodnight'

BLACK EYED PEAS power siolx (since when aku minat them) but damn didn't get to snap any pics while singapore grand prix the shit fuck it blah blah blah

Blk 800 plus 'raya' ciao 23 AGAIN book drop then some donuts to f1 racing track train to taka eliza and friend ian curtis book calicator haha plaza sing akid amelia fort caning scavenger hunt jap lol black eyed peas I learnt new song today bahahaha beautiful stage awesome crowd kick ass state-of-the-art sound system and f1 again sit around 197 bedok chilled home thank god I'm fucking shagged!

Goodnight Love, Aishah loves to laugh, fun times.

And yeah wait, today she said these plak 'Trying to forget someone you loved is like trying to remember someone you never knew." I came across this quote quite some time back and i find that it is true indeed. Oh well, humans are humans afterall. No point looking back at the old chapters because it's simply the same as fuel. You burn them and then that's it. It's gone.
"Finding someone isn’t about trying to transform yourself into the perfect image of what you think they want. It’s about being exactly who you are and then finding a person who appreciates that.'

2009-09-26T09:32:00.002+08:00

She said I look like a typical mat rep in here. BOoooooO! And now I'm soooo late for my Humanities remedial hahahaha. Starts at 9am and I just woke up. Got to go!

2009-09-25T20:45:00.003+08:00

My crazy frame of mind...

Comedy/humor keeps the heart sweet, true? Laughter is a problem shinker, true?

We never fail, just that we stop trying, true? Defeat never comes until you admit it, true?

There is nothing meritorious but virtue and friendship, true? To be social is to be forgiving, true? Friends are the sunshine of life, true? What I can't love, I overlook, yes true lol.

Happiness depends upon ourselves, true? The right to happiness is fundamental, true? Make me happy and I make you good. Happiness exist only in acceptence, true? You will live wisely if you are happy in you lot, true?

Life is about enjoying yourself and having good time, true only for me. Love above all, is the gift of oneself, true? Love is the most fun you can do without laughing actually, true? Love's bestfriend is honesty/trust, true? Love is a place, whatever asshole shut up krik krik!

2009-09-25T18:31:00.006+08:00

Impromptu day out to idk where 23 23 23 mana bole 69 nye turn ah sim lim earpiece bras basah laugh laugh canvas bag a freakin japanese/chinese post rock band shit I forgot band's name swee lee ranking red jaguar motherfucker macdonalds someone cant drink gassy drinks huahuahua and someone PMS 'nk lyn call' ughh idiot shook hand gave pen donate wtf lah uncle orchard ion far east shoessssss shirtssssssss badgessssss pastamania 105 botanic garden sunset starssssss etcccccc and btw crazy school day it was and happy 20th dear loaavee yo

And today's graduation ceremony kindaaaa hahah booooooo waste my freaking time hmm but I enjoyed the food mee bday pn mee bday and eclaire yummmyyyy drag drag drag and f1 racing in singapore kay gooo!

Once upon a time, Aishah said 'At times, a human contradicts herself/himself. Humans do not stick to their words normally. They say it for the sake of saying only and they'll do different actions after. I do not understand these people at all. Why do these people even bother apologising when it has already long gone and I do not even think about it anymore ? Why do these people even bother putting the 'effort' in apologising when what they've done has already made a deep scar on the lives of some other people ? And these people, really do not deserve any forgiven for what they have done. I'm heartless ? Let me be'....

2009-09-25T18:23:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY ART! (18 September 09, outdated)

2009-09-22T20:53:00.002+08:00

Long time no update hahaha. I'm not busy at all. Just that... hmm lazyness takes over. Os coming dude. And my prelim's result are bad, real bad. I better work hard now let's fulfill my dreams hahaha whatever bimbo.

Happy 20th and19th birthday to art and adlan respectively. The crazy night at FP, kick ass. Selamat Hari Raya hahaha. Somehow I enjoyed 1st day 2nd day of 'people say boring' raya. Collection buat tambah2 duit mkn minum. Idfc about food. Yeah enjoy for a while, then gotta start work. Kinda stupidiest update.

Unknown to me/him. I never gotta see him. He passed away.
Peace and love.
Your friend's friend, Haqim Isa.

2009-09-14T21:21:00.004+08:00

Bob Dylan why are you so like me? Or I'm like you. LOL suke?

During my free time, I'd love to write, more words, lyrics, poetry, turn it into a song, chill during the night listen to mono, in the dark, read books, more biographies, get inspiration, record new KMHs, experiment, try short films, photo clips, music videos, experiment/discover new sound, learn keys, snap a lot of photos, combine into a clip, with KMH background music, think about the future, etc.

Goodnight Aishah.

2009-09-13T03:28:00.004+08:00

I love the first picture, mereps somehow hilarious. Btw thats not my shoes, was just testing out. The sun smells too loud mustafa little india aiyamak nothing bugis t shirts chill at heaven yes heaven ssshhh aircon masyallah akid amelia qiji break fast strait records crawlspace love jets gate crash snap snap snap talk talk talk fun fun fun back to heaven ssshhh talk talk talk fun fun fun time finding a freaking cab fock ink pissed and at last hello uncle mama thank you cibai home tadaaaa.

Goodnight Aishah.